i really wan to cry...

today i feel wan to cry le... juz nw i told my bro if my uncle ask u ur sis go study a? plz answer yes... but he ask me y u dun work at thr le... my mom say to him coz ur sis tak boleh tahan le... but he say "like tat a little bit thing u cnt tahan...say dun wan work... u think u go new work place nt like tat oso meh?" let me feel did i really like a “什么事也做不成”... i feel like i really do wrong to my uncle... but i work thr really not feel happy... juz everday feel scare n dun knw hw 2 do... did i still do like tis until end..?? sum told me y u dun work at ur uncle thr?nt good meh? hw i explain ?..i really dun knw wat can explain...hard explain... 1st job do is hardle a company...no ppl can help u watever u do worng or true... do wrong u tanggungjawab urself... no 1 can oway teach u... i really feel...tired le... today my ucle ask me whr istudy study hw long... i feel like i keep lie he... lie me more...i more sad...more 难受... did real life will like tis de... everything dun hv 100% true... all ppl oso got life to ppl b4... did me say like tis got wrong mar? tis few day nt happy at all... i really dun knw hw 2 day by day 4 my work le... i feel tired to face my uncle from tat day i told he i wan stop .... ....................really tired...............tired.............tired....................... 8:15pm 13 july 09.