finaly....get the answer le...

today finaly i talk to my uncle le...
but i lie to him...say me wan study le...
coz my parent n my partner oso say u say study better thn say u cnt do tis job..
coz ur uncle will say if cnt do keep trying la...
but today i finaly say it out le...
but nw my heart nt feeling good...
mayb coz i feel like i lie my uncle ...
i nt go study but is go work other place...
did it wrong ma?
did me do so wrong?
them say me say study is better thn say i cnt do tis job...
coz my uncle will nth can say if i wan go study...
many ppl wan me go study...
but me dun wan ..coz i dun knw wat i wan 2 study at nw...
so confused...
so better do n try tis new job ba...
hope all will b fine...after tis...
hope my uncle can faster find a ppl who that really can help he de...
4 me i really cnt control a company....
coz i hvt reach until that level can handles...
hope all b fine ...
today sure cnt sleep le...
so ply game until might9 2 let my brain stop thinking abt today happpen de...
nite every1...
(8:42pm,11 july 2009 sat)